its all stuck to the roof of my mouth and the back of my throat. gah!! ok well i have to pee and im sooo tired and i really need to focuse on math!!

partying.
i want to party with a certain somebody though.




hahaha. i'll admit it.

he's a hottie and i want him.





and at the same time... i want to get in a tussle with someone else ;)

mom asked for an update on how things are going.

FUCKING GREAT was all i could say.
gotta say this new life is treating my great.

i've never been happier, im having way more fun, partyiing more.

AND i have like a billion new friends.
danny, sean, rick, jimmy, james, krista, kylie, jasmine, sara.

and a new love interest. lol.
but thats on the DL.
but rick knows. lol, that nosey bastard.

today started a little crazy though because my bro got hit by a car, but he's fine. THANK GOD!
but i think it knocked some sense into him cuz now he's being nice to me. lol!!!

hmmm, as far as what everybody knows about, im still as humble as ever about it.
i didn't think twice, i didn't regret it and i never looked back.
it was hard, im not gunna lie.
olson, bob and kritsa and kylie were there for me.
no more tears, just all smiles.

let her stay home every friday night,
cuz im up at the top of haven looking at the most beautiful view
with some of the best friends i can ask for in any situation.
i don't need some sociopath keeping me down and out.

i really really really REALLY want her to go to homecoming and be able to go with the person that she wants to go with. Brady is a sweet/dorky guy. Jacko is soooo lovable. i want them to go together and HAVE FUN. i hope this works out. or else its just gunna make something thats supposed to be fun, a big suck fest...




gaah. and now angel is trying to get everything she wants... what the hell....

pissed off.
you know who you are.

so... FUCK YOU.


have a nice day.

Estoy enojado porque alguien nunca toma mis emociones gravemente.
Ella sólo toman hay en el contexto, como nada más importa.


you not the only person in the world you know...

i want to know what this rally crap is.
my poor sarah!!
she's such a hard worker!!!

yay for our worker bee.

BURT'S BEES!!!


yummy....

we got some rally drama going on hardcore in mrs. parkers room!

omg. i can't believe what sara said.





I accidentally said "mr parker" instead of mrs and sara tries to joke and say,
"hahaha! mr parker! shes a man! she looks like a man!!"


um, no.


so anyway. im sitting with nae and im drinking martinelli's apple juice.

yum!

well im really excited about a couple new happening in my life.
hoping for a homecoming date!

but right now im just excited for ralley.
i hope my fav (sarah alamos) can work it out!

damn cheerleaders.
lol. jk.

i dont know whats going on, but i have a cavity and it hurts!!

¡lynae ya ha tenido demasiado sexo!

hahahaha!



i love spanish.

hahahaha!




and pink floyd!

is my love =]

hahaha.
i wish chats and games weren't blocked.

gay!


i wanna play tetrus on neave.com!!
*dies*

im hungry.

is fucking retarted!!


lucas sucks ass.
he wears make-up.
what the fuck?


dilana is 10-million times better
in every single way.


i would've taken ALL OF THEM
over fucking lucas rossi.


fuck that shit.

lynae just laughed at me for getting applesauce on my booboie cuz im a loser with zero motor-skills!


lynae says "I shit you not"

lol.

i just got apple sauce on my boobie!!


hahaha!

really bad.

instead i am sitting w/ my nae in parkers room.

wow.
i am never on live journal.
even htough i always have a lot on my mind!

omg i love iman!
she just made fun of little jackie.
which is not hard to do.
but i love jacko toooo!!

hahahaha!


today is good.

minus the gas!
ew!


i wish i had more high heel shoesies =]
lol.


well lynae is bitching at sara for being a bitch.

byiiee.

school is tomorrow and i cant wait for all the adventures that me and my nae nae are gunna go on!! yay! and i get to see bob!! AGAIN!! wow. i am sooooo excited for junior year! and i get to drive in my audi!! AHHHHHH!! so now im just looking for a new job. a new lover. and some new adventures. by am ever single and sooooo ready to mingle!!! im not the same old girl. so no more of the same old guys. i hate men. but i love a gentleman =] ahhhhhhh!! ok well my parents are fighting about something stuuupid. probably about me and my mom acctually having some FUN today!! GOD FORBID!! well tomorrow should be interesting =] yay for life!!!

im here with my bestie!!! yay for nae and making her south park charactor with big boobies!! hahaha!

my legs.



i hate them.
there only good for soccer
niot being able to were stylish jeans,
miniskirts,
ankle boots,
shorts will never happen.

my legs are almost as wide as my ass
and my ass is too big even for underwear...



thats all i ever work and they never change
and other girls may complain about their belly

but all i want is long and slender legs that aren't bedazzled with scars.

i have my lisence and i got to feed myslef instead of having to wait for my mom. but now theres CAT HIAR EVERYWHERE AND IM SNEEZING LIKE CRAZY!!!! lol!

today for absolutly no reason at all i starting thinking and an electrifying feeling ran through me but i knew i had to deny it. it wasn't right. i know i love it, but its not right for me. i cant make it work, i cant change it. you cant change something t obe what you want and i cant do that to this person. i dont want to have to change eveyhing to be right for me, for me to not be embarrassed for being influenced by what other ppl thought. i ran out of hope and pacience with this person and i feel bad. my brain and my heart are fueding like no other. my brain knows damn well what is right for me and i KNOW that. but my heart is aching and sending messages back and forth to everyend of my body and is causing my brain to bring up the images and i just have to shut them out cause it JUST WONT WORK. call be a bitch, call me shallow, but i can't be me with him...

I HATE HER. I HATE HER WITH ALL THAT I AM. I WINT FORGIVE. I WONT. I NEVER WILL. I FUCKING HATE HER. ITS ALL HER FAULT!!!

I HAVE NO LISENCE BECAUSE OF HER!!

FUCKING STUPID BITCH WOULD'NT LISTEN TO ME WHEN I TOLD HER LOUD AND CLEAR THAT I NEED MY FUCKING CERTIFICATES AND I TOLD HER I WOULD HAVE TO PICK THEM UP CUZ I COULDNT GO WITH OUT. BUT NO. SHE DIDNT WANT TO DRIVE DOWN THE MOTHER FUCKING STREET TO GET MY SHIT FROM MY FUCKING CAR!! AND SO NOW IM FUCKED. NO LISENCE. NO APPOINTMENT UNTIL AUGUST. AND NO MOTHER. THATS FOR DAMN SURE!!


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